heartattacks

FIRST:

last night i apparently forgot to pick up

my ring after i washed my face.

its weird because as i was taking it off

i looked at it and thought, imagine i left this here?

i sware to God, i said that in my head.

and i did.

i felt sick.

i didnt eat breakfast and all during law,

i tried to think of what the hell i did with my ring.

i really couldnt concentrate.

i felt so terrible, sick.

after law i ran back to my room, threw apart my bed,

then went under my bed on my hands and knees and

moved everything around scanning everything for it.

i didnt find it and i had 10 mins before my class,

so i decided to just stop by a room with an open door and see if

they had seen it.

they did! and so did the girl down the hall, but they didnt touch it.

one girl kayla picked it up and was gonna give it to the ra,

thank god for kayla<3

its kinda gay, but i felt like i was mean to her, so i wrote her

a thank you note lol.

its alittle creepy, but idc.

it really did mean so much that she found it and actually picked it up.

SECOND:

i deleted my facebook because i typed my name into google

images, usually, i got a newspaper article from like 2nd grade

some shit having to do with swimming, soccer, basketball,

or school, really nothing important,

but i was so scared at what came up.

the first three pics on google images,

the ones that came up in the first row of the first page,

was my last three profile pics on fb.

as if thats not creepy enough, it gave a link to my page.

i tried to change every security setting they had, but nothing

took my info off of the international google search.

so,

not having a facebook is alittle weird,

but since i took every single pic i was tagged in

and put it in my iphoto,

i dont miss fb too much.

ill get used to it though, i already am kinda.

im gonna be writing here alot more often :)