why cant you see?

i need this

so bad

im not wasting another year.

i dont want to waste my

life away doing something

i absolutely hate because

i make good money...

im not going to do this for the

rest of my life,

so, it gets me nowhere.

plus,

money isnt everything.

i thought you,

out of everyone would realize that...

do i have to do something drastic to

get your attention?

its not about being my weight.

i dont even know where that came from...

but its not the reason

and it hurts so bad to know you even

think that.

im not giving up....

im trying to change things

for the better,

actually im doing the exact

opposite of giving up.

why cant you see that?

its hard for me too.