seems like he wants to talk to everyone but me,

ill give him his wish,

but first let me say a few words about him.

as if i wasnt sick of seeing him talk to everyone else daily...

he has to talk to the one person that set me over the edge.

actually scratch that.

the fact that he is talking to her does not piss me off,

its what is being said.

why would you even say that to her?

i put so much effort into creating a bandage over this stupid cut

and it obviously means NOTHING to him.

why do i waste my time?!

its a distant memory.... but i think i can recall it,

i used to waste my time bc i liked the person he really was,

sure he was dumb and pissed me off alot, but deep inside, it didnt matter bc i knew we had each others backs.

but now....

he changed.

he is a completely different person who doesnt REALLY care about anything besides himself.

need some evidence?

last time i hung out with him, he asked me the same question about something i was wearing like 4 times....

so now... i have nothing to gain, he is as shallow as they come.

so go away, im done trying.

oh and while you are at it,have sex with her. im sure it'll just be another name on the list of "heartbreakers" that you have "loved".

but dont cry little baby, it is just like last time, it is all her fault, not yours.

you are the always the victim.