prom. all of prom weekend.
as i said to my mom "if i had to do prom all over again, id do everything different"
her response was "who wouldnt? its prom."
so i guess its normal in some ways, but it was one of my least favorite weekends of my life.
i regretted the people i was with,
the pictures i was in,
the place we went for the weekend,
the money i spent on not having fun,
the time i wasted with people i dont even talk to now,
the engery i put into acting like i cared,
not going home when my mom told me to come home (after i called her hysterical crying)
and especially not sticking up for myself around certain people.
i wish it was just me, jackie, and jennie (+ our dates) because thats all that mattered and because we wouldve had a sick time.
